HOW TO DEAL...? IN THE SEARCH FOR THE ONLY ONE FOR ME.


AS THE WORLD TURNS, THE SANDS OF THE HOUR GLASS MAKE THE DAYS OF OUR LIVES, CAUSE I ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE TO LIVE. I'M YOUNG & RESTLESS MY PASSIONS ARE MY GUIDING LIGHT.

Soooo I've received some responses to my last blog I'd have to say I'm kinda surprised how many people read it. There have been some mixed feelings some say that it's CHEESE, some say it shocked them, some as opposite opinion on the situation, and some just poked fun but all in all it was good insight and I learned a lot. Thanks to the loyal fans for checking back once and awhile, you don't know how much your feedback means to me.

How to deal...? Is the question, How to deal with times of heartache. Some slow jams, friends, and BOOOZE...hahaha kidding I haven't gone that far yet. But crap its becoming a routine and it kinda sucks but its cool cause you get alone time, time to gather your thoughts on how to go about your life. I guess to organize your "TO DO LIST" in the grand scheme of things. I mean I think I have some realistic goals set right now that I haven't had before, people around me are influencing me to do things that I really wanna do for myself, NOT cause its a cool idea. But this idea of heartache, stressing over if LOVE's gonna hit me soon, and fearing that I'm gonna be alone for the rest of my life is all BULLSHIT! well not bullshit but something that shouldn't encompass my way of living. I wanna MOVE OUT FUCK, talk between me and Jay buying condos in the same complex has gotten me thinking of reorganizing my life to potentially reaching that goal with in the next 3 years max. If its if I have to bust my balls at the friggin VALLEYS for the next 3 years while I slowly go CRAZY working with TITO George, but fuck I'll do it for a chance to live on my own, a chance to own something that is truly mine(along with a co-signer...lol). My health, I'm not sure if people actually notice but I'm sure they do I'm not exactly the poster boy for Health Magazine, I use to get by with just raw strength and sport know how but nowadays more than before I really feel that my life is in jeopardy cause I've been lagging in the health department. So along with a supporting group of friends I will embark on a "Body for Life Challenge" and hopefully turn around my life right now of eating chicken wings on Mondays and Thursdays into a smarter and healthier way of living(thanks ROB...WE CAN DOO IT!!!). My professional career, still kinda shady I still have a mentality that I can't see myself back in school but who knows my mind may change sooner than later but as of right now I plan to "whore" myself to the business world see how far I can get with what I have now which is a load of experience in the administrative world. But ya I think I have bigger things to worry about and a life without a partner slash girlfriend is not soo bad, I mean I've done it for this long why not a couple more years to complete some small goals I think to get my life on track. I mean I'll continue to live my life as I am now I won't change much with some small changes here and there but I'll be the BIG BROTHER, the LISTENER, and the BEST FRIEND and if someone so happens to wanna come along the way and wants to share FUN TIMES, LOVE( I got a lot...lol), and even the STRUGGLES then I invite anyone.

TO BE CONTINUED I GUESS....

LIVING TO BLOG ANOTHER DAY